Frustrating..

Sometimes my mother is extremely frustrating and she says no to everything I say regardless of whether I'm providing her with answers to her questions. "Regardless, it's no." "No, no, no, no, no."


She is extremely negative and I am afraid I won't be able to be independent or grow up as long as I'm in this house.. My brother and sister have all the freedom in the world to do as they please. The only reason that I've had some leniency is due to the fact that I'm studying for something that's within what THEY want. In terms of having the freedom to travel and explore, I'm extremely limited and trapped.

This is probably because I'm the youngest. Well, if things do not work out with the trip that involves me and the other friends in our group, I'll just buy a plane ticket by myself and just chill in a state. I'd probably visit Portland.

Off to study for biology now.

With much love,

Elisa

Back on the Blogging Grind?

Ah, it's already April!

I'm going to keep this very short tonight - I think I may have peptic ulcers.. (stomach ulcers) so I'm feeling horrible and there's a lot of pain shooting up and down my back and GI tract. GOSH.

So far, I have gone to my interview for my research position and will be notified by the end of May whether or not I made it. The interview was a bit shaky - very shaky.  I wish I could have prepared more for it but oh well. A lot of my personality was present - I laughed during formal situations.

Other than that, I have a few exams coming up this week and then  it's Spring Break! HOW LATE AND LAME IS THAT.

Maybe I'll take this opportunity to visit my beautiful friend kreature and my other beautiful friends. I'm keeping hope alive. Also, Mary and I might be taking a trip during the summer - east coast style! I'm excited. Chances are that we'll probably not follow through with it...



Goodnight!

With warm regards,
Elisa